Focused on Frustration

“Between meetings, scheduling, and frustrations of trying to get 8 hours of sleep, forgetting to eat lunch becomes the least of your worries”

Is anybody else struggling to focus, amid all the nonsense going on in the world right now?

Between meetings, scheduling, and frustrations of trying to get 8 hours of sleep, forgetting to eat lunch becomes the least of your worries.

We live in a world where half of your friends and followers are all of a sudden Guru’s on stocks and Cryptocurrencies and all you want is a clear mind.

Amidst this pandemic where news of our progress is an hourly update, we angst for permanent solutions and progress to gettin back to a better version of the lives we once had many moons ago.

I’ve been trying (and failing) to make time for myself regardless of what my friends and family say lately. A very good man died a few weeks ago that got me through college in a large sense, and I’ve been working on processing my emotions through this difficult time.

Daily tasks seem so miniscule in comparison to The global scale of frustration people face, as we watch essential Frontline workers recognized in packed stadiums where 85% of attendees viemiently disregard the CDC’s recommendations for Social Distancing.

People are still losing loved ones, and the financial landscape seems more and more volitile for those losing jobs at companies forced to downsize or shut their doors forever.

Staring up into the natural light when I’ve got a moment to myself has mainly been used to focus on self ridicule, anxiety and frustration. They say there’s beauty in the struggle, so hopefully I take these experiences to fuel the new project I continue to procrastinate about. Time will tell, but as of now I’ve been focused on my frustrations.